the angsty best friend

i could say so many things right now.

i like when there's a glare of sunlight in pictures that's a sort of a golden-tomato.

i love light and water. i like it when water is murky but still blue. i like it when water morphs. i love ice.

i think that's part of the reason why i bothered to watch the last airbender. i've watched the movie thrice and i still don't really get the story.

i have a strange liking for katara/sokka. sue me. and katara/zuko. 

i have never watched avatar: the last airbender.

the first time i watched the movie, i was with m and we left halfway.

i love emotional stuff but i suck at it because it is never perfect. i'm a perfectionist.

(piece of advice for the nonexistent readers of this blog: it. is. never. perfect. so don't try to make it be. regardless of what your idea of perfection is. you might think that your scenario is different but that is precisely the point. differentdifferentdifferent. contrast is one of the essential components of this world. it is ubiquitous, universal, everywhere. and this contrast is what makes perfection impossible because a necessary ingredient for perfection is consistency. even variation is to be consistent. so just quit it and move on and maybe you'll find it lying on the road somewhere.

maybe.)

i hate 1d. i mean, their songs are commercial and they have everything. it's just too easy.

i don't care about the truth- it's too easily twisted and manipulated anyway. it is insignificant, irrelevant and unreliable. just- even when you're pretending- mean what you say. it's enough.

book of the moment: hold still by nina lacour and all i really need to know i learned in kindergarten.

song of the moment: ready or not by bridgit mendler and echo by jason walker

tv show of the moment: you know it's the vampire diaries

horrible nerve-wracking national exam of the moment: i wish it was the OWLs but it's the PSLE. important enough to get capitals

fanfiction of the moment: dragons awakening by ravenclaw333 and masquerade by up and away. and this one, of course, is so bad it always deserves mentioning- my immortal by tara gilesbie

fangs (geddit, cause i'm goffik).

~signing off as pickingupthepieces